I’m a founder, and I take business one day at a time.
Today, I have been feeling pretty exhausted mentally, but fueled spiritually. I have the passion and a burning desire for more, yet my body and mind are slow to respond, sometimes even hesitant or stuck.
Even though fighting through this is what I teach, do, and practice, it finds its way back to me every time.
I’ve been wondering when this suffering will end, and pleasure will replace it. But where there is suffering, there is pleasure, and where there is pleasure, there is suffering. A complex paradigm that we humans are stuck in the middle of.
But back to the small, mundane worries, I’m worried I’m not capable enough of what I envision and hope for, even though I know I am. This shit is hard. It’s scary. It’s risky. And sometimes it’s disappointing. But here I am, waiting for the next step, the next call, for what is next.
The life of a founder.
